Paulina Porizkova has taken to social media after headlines surface online that she gets NOTHING from her ex estranged husband Ric Ocasek’s will that is worth $80 million.

The iconic supermodel took to social media to air her feeling of grief after the passing of her estranged husband Ric Ocasek of the band The Cars. Read on…

 

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I have never experienced this sort of grief. When my beloved grandma died, all I felt was a gentle sort of sorrow. She was old. She was senile. She couldn’t recognize anyone and death was freeing her from a broken body. But the unexpectedness, the unfairness and unpreparedness of Ric’s death suddenly rendered grief a whole new beast. It hijacks your body and rides in you. You’ve become a physical vehicle for an emotional doppelgänger. It’s very much like the alien invasion movies or horror movies, except here it’s double YOU. The “you” you were, and a new “you” , one in which fear and horror and sadness have been distilled into a separate being. This new you tries to take over – and succeeds, especially in the beginning of grief. Every thought and action suddenly requires 10times the energy it used to. Making a single phone call in a day is an accomplishment. Because the terrified pained skinless thing that has hijacked you has its own ideas of what it needs to do. Like curling up in the fetal position and wailing. Like lashing out and screaming that it’s just not fair. Like hiding in a dark corner: looking for a non existent place where light and air and life don’t hurt so much. I’m learning that to understand grief – you must have experienced it. It’s a costly lesson. And the price to pay for living on. #grief #loveneverdies #end

A post shared by Paulina Porizkova (@paulinaporizkov) on Nov 19, 2019 at 1:50pm PST

CelebNMusic247.com has the latest from Paulina Porizkova who said that “the unexpectedness, the unfairness, and unpreparedness of Ric’s death suddenly rendered grief a whole new beast.”

Paulina Porizkova took to Instagram a couple of hours ago writing:

I have never experienced this sort of grief. When my beloved grandma died, all I felt was a gentle sort of sorrow. She was old. She was senile. She couldn’t recognize anyone and death were freeing her from a broken body.

She adds:

But the unexpectedness, the unfairness, and unpreparedness of Ric’s death suddenly rendered grief a whole new beast. It hijacks your body and rides in you. You’ve become a physical vehicle for an emotional doppelgänger. It’s very much like the alien invasion movies or horror movies, except here it’s double YOU. The “you” you were, and a new “you” , one in which fear and horror and sadness have been distilled into a separate being.

Porizkova goes on to say:

This new you tries to take over – and succeeds, especially at the beginning of grief. Every thought and action suddenly requires 10times the energy it used to. Making a single phone call in a day is an accomplishment. Because the terrifying pained skinless thing that has hijacked you has its own ideas of what it needs to do. Like curling up in the fetal position and wailing. Like lashing out and screaming that it’s just not fair. Like hiding in a dark corner: looking for a nonexistent place where light and air and life don’t hurt so much.

She concludes:

I’m learning that to understand grief – you must have experienced it. It’s a costly lesson. And the price to pay for living on. #grief #loveneverdies #end

One fan had this to say to Paulina about her emotion letter when she wanted to divorce Ric?

She asks Paulina:

Why were you divorcing him then? I don’t get it, you are grieving but you were wanting to split up, makes no sense to me. I’ve always thought you were the epitome of natural beauty and loved your personality. If you still loved him this much, you were together so long, why break up?