Nick Cannon ‘Mentally and Spiritually Broken’!
“The Masked Singer” host and comedian, who has previously shared that he has lupus, opened up about the loss of his son, his 2th child…
CelebnMusic247.com and CelebnHealth247.com report that Nick Cannon who was hospitalized on Friday with pneumonia has apparently had some time to reflect.
Nick Cannon opened up in a recent post via Instagram about the loss of his 12th child who passed away.
Physically I’m definitely on the mend but Mentally and Spiritually I’m broken. Been tossing and turning all night, and as much as I know I need rest, last night I couldn’t sleep at all. I can’t believe it’s been a year already since the toughest day of my life occurred. Such a painful anniversary.
He admits the pain and loss of his son took a toll on him:
Losing a child has to be the heaviest, most dark and depressive experiences that I will never get over. A mixture of guilt, pain, and sorrow is what I suppress daily. I am far from perfect and often fall short and make decisions in my life that many question, but anyone who knows me knows my heart. I love hard, I love big and I love with my entire Heart and Soul and I just wish my Little Man could’ve felt more of that love while he was here on Earth.
Nick Cannon adds about the advice he got from one of his Spiritual Leaders:
One of my Spiritual Leaders recently told me that I am in the midst of one of the most challenging seasons of my life, but encouraged me to be steadfast and know that all of this will only make me stronger, and to not lean on my own understanding but to rely on the the peace that surpasses all. But let me tell you, it’s tough… I know a few days ago I wrote a post from my hospital bed saying I will be okay and I just needed rest so don’t waste your prayers on me but I can definitely use those prayers right now… ?Continue to Peacefully Rest My Son, Zen Scott Cannon. We Love you Eternally ??????
Losing a child is the hardest thing a parent could ever endure.
Prayers to you Nick.