Nikki Mudarris Mourns Death Of Her Brother!!!

Our hearts go out to Love & Hip Hop Hollywood star as Nikki Mudarris Mourns Death Of Her Brother, Anthony Omar Mudarris.

Nicki took to Instagram earlier on Monday revealing that her 28-year-old brother, Anthony Omar Mudarris, passed away.

CelebNMusic247.com has this report via Nicki’s Instagram:

Nikki revealed that the death was drug-related but gave no additional details.

Nicki penned an open-letter which reads as follows about losing her brother:

“Words can’t describe pain I feel. I lost the only brother I ever had at 28 years old yesterday. How. Why. I’ll never understand. He was such a Good person but the drugs took over his body and he left us. He had inner demons nobody could understand. I wish I could have said more done more helped more but he refused help and pushed us all away. I never thought I would see the day I say bye to my brother taking his last breath holding his hand and kissing him goodbye. God knows his heart was made of gold and he didn’t mean any harm. Please Allah find the strength to help my family and I with this emptiness and pain. I feel so numb I can’t imagine moving on and life going on…

…I don’t know where life goes from here. Please God help me and give me strength to pick up the broken pieces in my heart. #RIPOMAR 3.23.87- 6.13.15 ???????????? love you with all my heart I hope now you are not suffering and you are watching me like the angel I know you are. I wish I could give my last breath to bring you back. ???????? They say life isn’t guaranteed and never to take for granted but I never saw this day Saying good bye. I never experienced death and I don’t know how to handle this pain God help me please ???? may you finally rest in peace no more pain no more suffering.”

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Meanwhile, Nikki’s on-again-off-again boyfriend Mally Mall is taking the death hard as well, and he’s posted his own tributes to Omar as well.

Mally wrote these words:

“#ripomar I love u brother 4 ever you will always be with us no matter what.. U always checked on me always had my back threw thick & thin… This has me in total disbelief its going to be hard to recover from this…

…@missnikkiibaby & moms the whole family I love you guys and I’m going 2 hold u down no matter what.. I’m so sorry I can’t understand why…. But rest well in Gods hands my brother we will always think of you .????”

We’re sending all our love to Nikki in this tough time. #RIPOMAR